"Do you feel pissed when you see a hot girl you know is too beautiful for you?"

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No, I don't. It feels sad, or frustrating, or teasing, or something like that, but it doesn't make me angry because it's just the result of who I am.

I used to be mad at all girls because I desperately wanted a girl and I couldn't get one -- and I wasn't even ugly or anything, I was just way too socially inept and was way too shy to talk to girls. And I probably could have gotten one anyway if only I could have settled for someone fat/ugly, but that's always been out of the question for me.

Nowadays, I couldn't get a good-looking girl even if I did actually talk to them, because I'm short, overweight, bald, old, don't drive, don't work, live with my parents, very timid and serious--every single thing girls can't stand--but I've made myself come to terms with the fact that, just like I selfishly wouldn't go out with a desperate girl who was fat/ugly, I can't expect a cute/pretty/sexy girl to do me a favor and go out with me despite me not doing it for her due to my various attributes. We're all selfish, we all get into the game because we want to get something out of the other person, so it's all fair and I no longer resent women.